内心的小小世界

my holiday is quite busy...almost everyday go out....haha...u guess wat is 2day 's activities?
2day went to interview for the sercive crew...haiz , i still wonder whether i nid to take up the job ....i hav no interest at all....my hobby is face laptop long long time...also not a problem...lol
interview is just a very normal face to face chatting..nth serious.....i dint take it seriously at all ...bcoz i know tat now i dint aim for any money -oriented activities..lol..not i m rich ...may be tis is so called "stupid"....i mean really stupid why i hav such thinking.....hope other dun be like me....only see "short distance"...haiz....if i were financial analyst , how gud will my life become....(dreaming).but i really looking forward to it...

haha....very long dint blogging ord....no mood to blog also .....study mood all the time...but unfortunately, i think tis time the result come out not very gud.....tis exam caused my face came out a lot of pimples , could not go out often , could not attend bih shyan's farewell(regret-ing)...but anyways , it all over ord!!!!

very soon , new short sem is coming ..i dunno i still managed to study actuarial science or not...may be i should quit after tis exam...haiz....really regret why not study well b4 the exam ....very worried abt failing the exam...especially PRO N STA....
~~~very wonder wat it is , right???yaya....PRO N STA stands for probability and statistics..although it is gud name to call , but i can tell tat it is the most difficult suject in actuarial science ....i dun like it very much ~~~haiz.....a bit regret to take up tis course....

may be i will be happier if i take the course which will make my life easier....but i still wanna take up challenge for my studies...tat's why i take up tis course.....ya, i hav to face any consequence of my decisions....

i hope tat i can pass the exam...

from tis day on i will not really concentrate on certain things.
too many things happen recently.it caused me cannot breathe n free.
i will be owas locked myself in a small environment but not the free n large environment.
i dun wan to pursue sth in my life.now i just let it go n go.
i dun wan to care anything.
i hav ord said wat i wan to said ----many sorries appear in my life ...
sorry to many ppl recently
i ord hated by the one who closest to me .
i ord dump mentally but not physically
i cant just simply expressed it out .
i feel hurt n sad n sad

• i wan the top for my result
• i wan top fren
• i wan to become the top richest man
• i wan to become the top funniest person
• i wan to become the top happy man
• i wan to be in relationship wif the person who can put me in the top place
• i wan to be the top student
• i wan to be the top fashionable girl
• i wan the top admiration
• i wan the toppppppppppppppppppppppp in anything......................

haha...ord no long time dint touch my blog ....until 2day i know somebody still see my blog ....quite happy n surprised .....actually i wan to continue my old blog ..the reason is very easy .. i wan my old fren still can see my updated life ^^....lol..(To old fren)---->hope we can still be gud fren in the future

my new life is starting.i study in setapak now . not very gud ...yaya ..many reasons...the environment in setapak is very gud because it is not like pj one ---very ugly n lack of facilities.
the first reason tat i dun like to study in setapak is bcoz i cant hang out to anywhere tat i like ....not many shopping center at there...haiz ...i m quite shopaholic ...
n somemore i think my lecturers so -so only ...not very gud...
other than tat, i dun like the food in utar's canteen . everytime i dint finish eating my food..lol...is so called "厌食症"i hate utar 's food so much.
but at the back of disadvantages , utar also many advantages.....
desired to know ???

the first n foremost is utar gt a lot of
new fren ...u can find different kinds of fren at there ....
but i still enjoy my uni life ...haha...still can know a lot fren ...
i sincerely hope tat my new fren can help me out whenever i get into any problem...lol

the next advantage is tat utar very near wif ktar ...i can easy to reach there when i m free...just by walk to there....meeet old fren ...yeah... yaya ...tat day i met chau bing in ktar...she becomes fat n fat lo...lol...wat can i see is she still very happy in her life ...she owas show her happy face make her fren feel tat she is very friendly....very miss my old life now ....

the seniors at there also quite friendly .....erm ... i think lim wei know abt it ...haha
he did offer me to study ....anyway , he quite helpful ..if really gt any problem i will try to search his help....

the last one is tat i found out my classmates all quite active in taking .....talkative....
lol...tat is wat i like much ..hope tat we can mix well in tis future 12 weeks ....